I am a very scared individual. Very vulnerable. I think that's why I get high.

drugs. drugs. drugs.

they're everywhere.

everywhere I am. everywhere I was.

I want a stomach full of ecstasy, a nose full of coke and an ear full of pianos.

I think that'd be a great way to express how I feel right now.

I love how cocaine can numb your lips, your gums, your teeth, your nose, your throat.

Your heart.